karya ku!!

wahai laut...

mahukah engkau menjadi temanku...

mendgrkan deritaku...

mendgrkan sedihku...

mendgrkan tangisku...

mendgrkan bisikku...

mendgrkan rintihku...

mendgrkan luahanku...

padamu ku berlari...

padamu ku bernyayi...

padamu ku bercerita...

padamu ku merintih...

dan;

hanya padamu...

ku luahkan isi hatiku...

ku bisikkan sedihku...

ku ceritakan deritaku...

ku sampaikan rasa rindu dan sayang ku padanya...

duhai laut...

kaulah temanku...

kaulah sahabatku...

di saat ku perlukan ketenangan tika hati keresahan...

di saat ku perlukan kesunyian di sebalik keriuhan kota...

wahai laut...

kau katakan padanya...

betapa aku merinduinya...

betapa aku mencintainya...

betapa aku menyayanginya...

aku...

aku dambakan kasih dan belaiannya...

seperti ketika dia masih ada buatku...

laut.......

sampaikan pesanku padanya...

katakan betapa aku merinduinya...

sampaikan salam rinduku padanya...

layangkan padanya curahan kesunyian hatiku tnpa kehadirannya...

biar dia tahu betapa aku mengingatinya di sini...

seperti mana terbentang luasnya lautan...

seluas itu jugalah kasih dan sayangku padanya...

sedalam dalam air di lautan...

dalam lagi rasa cintaku padanya...

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                ayateiLa

sepi

sepi aku sepi...
aku sepi tanpa kehadiran dirimu...
aku sepi tanpa tawa mu...
aku sepi tanpa suara mu...
aku sepi tanpa gurauan mu...
sepi aku sepi...
tanpa dirimu.... 
segalanya seperti malam yang suram...
terasa diri ini tiada cerianya seperti dulu...
terasa angin meniup dingin..
di keheningan malam melihat pd bintang merenung pd bulan..
aku sepi lagi....
ku berbisik pd bulan dan bintang..
ku ceritakan tentang kisah ku sepi ku rindu ku...
ohh bulan sampaikan rinduku padanya..
katakan betapa aku merindui dirinya..
aku sepi...
sepi hatiku sepi...
aku hanya mahu dia kembali...
aku hanya mahu dia menyayangiku mencintaiku merinduiku seperti dahulu...
aku masih disini..
aku masih menunggu..
aku masih berharap..
aku masih aku...
tetap setia padamu...
tetap setia pada janji kita..
hatiku tetap menjadi hatimu...
aku hanya pasrah aku berserah pd yg maha kuasa...
aku berdoa dan sentiasa berharap akn kembalinya kamu di dlm hidupku...
hanya dirimu yang mampu membuang rasa sepi hati ini....

aku bncik dgn rule bodo ya!!

such a stupid rule...

why do they need 2 make such stupid rule like that

ada ka patut penguguran bayi digalakkan

sungguh bodo org yg bwat undang2 ya

xda perasaan langsung!!!

klau rule ya di iktirraf

alamatnya makin menjadi jadilah maksiat dlm kalangan remaja skrg tok

mkin bertambah lah mslh sosial

mkin byk lah hubungan d luar nikah berlaku

apa daknya xmikir ka semua ya???

knk msti plh undang2 kdak ya???

ya bkn nya mok settle mslh tp tmbh kn mslh ada lh

tauk sik cdak molah mcm ya mkin menmbhkn jenayah persondalan dlm klgan masyarakat!!!!

this is really2 redicilous!!!

bullshit all thiss!!!

rubbish!!!!nonsense!!!

KEJAM!!!!!!

xpatut kita bunuh nyawa yg tidak berdosa ya!!!!

patut nya org nok molah bnda ya d hukum..

bkn nya bayi nok x berdosa ya...

tuhan kurniakan kita baby ya utk dijaga d bg kasih syg

bkn nya d dera d bunuh mcm ya...

klau xmok anak ya eboh lh d buang or d gugurkn

bg jak kat org nok maok!!!!

byk gk org nok maok baby ya!!!!
pikir la cikit!!

aku rasa semua org ada pendidikan ada otak

xkn xtauk mikir kowt!!!

cne letak otak ktk org ya!!!!!

shit!!!!

arggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!aku gerammmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go Outing...

dear reader..
im having such a wonderful day today..
im spending my tyme with my lovely frenzZ...it was so fun...
i feel very happy today...its been a while we didn't go out together....
we got a lot of picture taking....all of us posing here n there..just like a model..hihihih...
well i wish we will have a good tyme like this next tyme...
i luv all of u my frenzZ..
well..that it..i've got notink more today..im just very happy today...

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What Should I Do???

han go ru man kum gu del bo ne myon
nun mu ri na han go ru man kum
gu de ga ga myon to nun mu ri hu lo wa

so nul po do do son ne mi ro do
da hul su om nun go su ro
gu de ga nun de jap ji mo ta go
na nul go ma nit jo

o to ka jo o to ka jo
gu de ga to na ga ne yo
o to ka jo o to ka jo
nal du go to na ga ne yo
sa rang he yo sa rang he yo
mok no ha bu lo bo ji man
gu den dut ji mo te yo
ga su mu ro man
we chi go i su ni

ha ru on jong il
ji wo bo ji man to to o la
ha ru on jong il
i byol ha ji man to da shi to o la

so nul po do do son ne mi ro do
ha nul su om nun go su ro
gu da ga ji man jap ji mo ta go
na nul go ma nit jo

o to ka jo o to ka jo
ja ku gu de man bo yo yo
o to ka jo o to ka jo
nan gu de sa rang ha nun de
mi an he yo mi an he yo
ne ma ri du li shi na yo
da shi do ra wa jo yo
gu de a ni myon na nan dwe ni ka yo
o to ka jo o to ka jo
na no ji ku de pu nin de

o to ka jo o to ka jo
gu de ga to na ga ne yo
o to ka jo o to ka jo
nal du go to na ga ne yo
sa rang he yo sa rang he yo
mok no ha bu lo bo ji man
gu den dut ji mo te yo
ga su mu ro man
we chi go i su ni

its hurt me a lot...

it really make me hurt
by reading that mcez
its look likE u happy with all of them
yahhhhh...i know..
i keep on making u feeling stress this lately
i never make u feel happy
i always make us fighting
its always me that make our relationship become more worst...
why do i need 2 open ur acc just now..
it really2 make me hurt 2 see all that...
but i dont really blame u

b'coz its my fault

i never become a good partner 4 u or anybody else...

i guess i didn't deserve 2 be love by u.....

dont throw those baby..they need love..

wat is happening 2 those people now days

does anyone lost their heart...

try 2 be good to ur own species

why do u need 2 hurt them..

they also a human

well almost become human

if u dont want 2 take care of them

just gv them to those that always wanted they present

why do u need to throw them like it was notink like it was a rubbish 2 u

u trow it in the dusbin even in the drain

doesn't u hv a heart..

they are not 2 blame but it u that need 2 be blame

they are a give from god 4 us 2 take care of...

if u dont want it so becareful when u try 2 do sometink stupid

doing open relationship is not love

wat love is its come from heart 

n love is not by proving them by giving ur pride

if he really love u he will never touch u because he love u n will wait till the day u'll be his wife..

donno..!!

dear blor reviewer...

urmmmm....

i donno wat 2 say

i donno wat 2 do

i donno wat 2 write

i just donno

ngeee ^^

cannot wait 4 it!!! ^^

ermmmmm.....

erlowww everybody

i just wanna say that i really cannot wait 4 dat day

the day that my beloved one come n visit me

yeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaa...

i just miss himmmmm soooooo damn muchhhhh....

i love himmm sooooooooo muchhhhh....

muUuuuuuuUuuaaaaAaaaaaAaaahhhh.........

faster n come get me my love..

im waiting poe u my love...

eiLa luv ayat soooo muchhhhhhh.....

<3 <3 <3

wHy?????

why it was hard 4 u 2 understand me
why it was hard 4 U 2 throw ur ego why it was hard 4 u 2 say u love me
why it was hard 4 u 2 say u miss me
why it was hard 4 u 2 say u care about me
why it was hard 4 u 2 say sorry 4 ur own mistake why it was hard 4 u 2 be patient with me why is everytink so hard 4 u why when it come about me is hard 4 u 2 understand why did u say u love me if u didn't even meant wat u say
why did u say u love me if u gonna break my heart why did u say u love me if u gonna leave me why did u say u love me if u really meant goodbye
why did u kiss me if dont really love me why did u kiss me if u gonna break my heart why did u kiss me if it doesn't meant anytink 2 u
why did u kiss me if u R planning 2 play with my feeling why did u hold my hand if its doesn't make u feel anytink about ne why did u hold my hand if that just sometink fun 4 u why did u hold my hand if its doesn't meant anytink 2 u why did give me hope n say that u will never ever leave me why did give me a hope 2 believe in all wat u say 2 me
why did u do this why??why??why?? plz tell me why???
plz tell me why u say u love me
plz tell me why u kiss me
plz tell me why u hold my hand
plz tell me why u say that u will never ever leave me
plz tell me why u say that u will never ever break my heart plz tell me why did u say u gonna look after me until the end of ur life plz tell me why did u say u gonna be with me until the end of ur life why did u make me feel all this pain why did u let me crying all by myself only u noe the answer..
wat can i do is 2 be patient b'coz i love u i miss u love ....i miss u so muchhh....

only u that i need..my bucuk...

its u that i need its u that i want its u that i love its u that i care its u that i look 4 its u that i searching 4 its u that i found its u that i always remember
its u that i always think in my mind its u that i always keep in my mind its u that i always keep in my heart its all u that i need in mylife its u thai i call my love my loveable hubby ayat its always u that i want only u n that is more than enough 2 have u by my side L.O.V.E eiLa ayat 4eva this is 4 u my beloved hubby ayat

L.O.V.E

jgn mencintai ssoRg spt bunGa kRn bunga akn layu..cintaiLah ssoRg sPt sungai kRn sungai mengalir selamanYa.... jiKa kita keceWa bercintA,,,
jGn d salahkn takdiR kRn Tuhan tahu apa yg lbh baik utk kiTa....
sYg tdk bermakNa cinTa,,suka tdk seRasi dGn ciNta,,kaguM tdk bererti ciNta,,bangGa tdK semstiNya cInTa.....ciNta adaLah ciNta.. jGn terLalu menyayanGi ssoRg,,kelak kiTa akN membeNcinYa...
jGn terLalu membeNci ssoRg,,kElak kiTa akn menyayanGinYa..
ciNta sejati bertapak dr perasaan saling mengHormaTi,,kepeRcaYaan dan kejujuRan..
cinTa memerLukan keikhlaSan dan kejujuRan dan bKnnYa pengOrbAnaN membuTa tuLi anDa sebeNarnya tdk peRnah jatuh Cinta dan d cinTai jiKa anDA seRing menyatakaN seRing gagal dLm percinTaan...

once upon a tyme....

...this is me...
name nur ashila...
...calling by da name shila eiLa..
born in years 1991 on da month of january 29..
..there is notink special about me...
just simple ordinary gurl...
...i can be unpredictable gurlz..
sometink dat people will never acpect me 2 do but i do it..
......hahahahahahahahaha.....
i have a lot of secret..
..the pain that i put inside me that people doesn't noe....
that is i call the other side of me...
..im not that pyscho laa...
im already 19 now..
..my heart already own by someone...
im own by ayat....
..my heart only own by him...
only ayat have my love....
hurmmmmm....notink more 2 say..
live a great life...chowwwwwwww....

my beloved bucuk......^_^

this is my hubby he the one who have my heart he the one who own my heart he the one who get all my love he the one who take care of me he the one who care about me

he the one who get my attention he the one who make me fall in love deeply he the one who make me happy he the one who make me smile he the one chear me up when im sad he the one who gv advice 2 me he the one who take a goog look on me he the one who hold my hand tightly n never let me go he the one who love me so much he is my my beloved hubby ayat.. i love u so much..mUuuuUuaAaaaaaAaaahhhhhhhxxxx... i am forever will be yours im always yours...